Regret

Seriously, I regret to join tnf. Everything has became like this because of tnf. One fall, just one fall, I hurt my ligament. I can't get what I wanted but given an injury which couldn't recover for almost 2 years. Yes, I can still walk, other than this, nothing else! It is like useless! The only thing I can do is, rest! What the hell! How long have I rested? Almost 2 years! and the result is? feel the pain very often! So what to do? I can only regret to join tnf! Don't tell me it is very memorable, for me, what I can see now is I'm suffering!